[2/23, 21:19] Ruth: LOVE isnt complicated people are
LOVE isnt terrible people are
LOVE doesnt hurt people do
if it hurts it isnt love
if you have to lay down your happiness to impress someone
who ends up not appriciating you it isnt love
be with someone who is ready to go an extra mile just for you
be with someone who wouldnt let go of you easily
be with someone you understand
be with someone that contributes to your betterness
be with someone who knows your values
be with someone that is willing to overlook your past while working with you to improve your future
dont force love dont beg for it either
dont let people see how they get to you
avoid any subtraction and invite only the addiction
know when to hold on and when to let go
sometimes letting go doesnt mean youre weak or not inloved
it means youre bold enough to save what you have left
[2/23, 21:26] Ruth: i had a best friend lisa who introduced me to her boyfriend jake; she would always praise him and make me jealous all the time when we got to meet i would catch him staring tirelessly at me
i became uncomfortable with time we got closer as i was looking out for my best friend,
when ever we would go out he would whisper to my ears telling me i was looking gorgeous i didnt want to disclose this t my best friend as it would break her heart. i thought it would all go away’ i got introduced to his cousin carter who was super hot all i needed. but during the introduction jake told him was not single and knowing it wasn't true i and lisa lol. whenever carter would try going close to me jake would interrupt and make a seen lisa saw it as her boyfriend looking out for me. it was a Thursday morning and while lisa was in bed i got up early to make breakfast for everyone and suddenly i got a warm hug from behind as he kisses my neck,i smiled thinking it was carter as i turned i saw jake and i pushed him dropping the glass cup i had while it broke, i gave him a slap and walked away,the more i tied opening up to lisa the more she tells me she will never find anyone like jake,lisa traveled and begged me to stay at her boyfriends house while i look after him I did everything possible to avoid it but i had to please her,jake had to make carter go later that night we watched movies how to get away with murder and at some point i would turn my eyes away from the tv screen to avoid seeing things he noticed and laughed while i would sleep i would always lock the doors for my safety.
Two weeks past and lisa still wasn't coming back i accompanied Jake to the cinemas to watch movies too and we ended up going to a bar we had few bottles and headed home we freshened up and sat for dinner we laughed at the dry jokes we told and i decided to clear the table coming out of the kitchen i met jake on his knees crying confessing his love for me
i felt really emotional and embraced him trying to cheer him up and them we kissed one time and over and over he took me to his room and we made love .waking up the next morning was a disaster as i knew what i had done was horrible i ran out leaving with no trace changed my cell number and stayed away.months passed and i saw no sign of my monthly visitor i was confused as i was putting on weight i found out from the doctor i was pregnant with jakes child i hated myself more the only option was to go back to them.i made up my mind and went back only to find jake cheating on lisa i waited for lisas return and explained everything to her but she insisted that i leave their lives for good and never return she knew jake was a cheater but she never knew he would go as far as screwing her best friend she said...as i ran out in tears but jake came after me saying he was willing to get married to me and am at a point where my decision will affect everyone around me please what do i do.
[2/23, 21:30] Ruth: he beats me up beyond repair and i keep loving him more and more
am no fool i just want the world to see how strong i am and howmuch am willing
to take in for the one i love
i would defend him when my family tries fighting for me i would give all sought of lies to cover up for him
he no longer eats my food and he calls me ugly
i can barely remember the last time we went out together cause i'm always inside
he comes back home drunk as i can smell the perfumes of other women
he hates the idea of making a family with me but we are married no one told me that i'll go through this nightmare of a marriage..
i always put him in my prayers even if i was banned from going to church,
i have not been able to take care of myself and the last time i made my hair
was two months after our wedding
we've been together for 5 years now
i am a graduate and had the hope of working and earning as a lawyer
but i ended up in his kitchen making dishes he ends up not eating recently
he now brings in women to the house and tells me not to come out of the boys quater
they will have fun for days. he hasn't made me feel like a woman for long and i am losing myself . i never knew it would be this bitter
[5/29, 12:57] Ruth: Finally it was friday night, the night she got to meet the love of her life ... She booked an hotel... then quickly went up and got out this sexy black bikini wears she ordered online, took off her gown and got in the bathtub...couldnt help but imagine how making love to him would be...slowly she found her fingers inside of her, she found herself fantasying on how she will hold him closer and beg him not to let her go... her other hand was on the edge of the bathtub as she found herself groaning.…. She bit her lip so hard and reached for her nipples* while her head is bent backwards and her other hand reaching her belle button…… Suddenly, she heard a knock on the door... She knew who it was...she got up, got dried and wore her sexy bikini wears and had her towel on.. She opened the door and there he was he staring at her for a while as her shut the door, drew her close and bit her lips .. He grabbed her and kissed her till she couldnt feel her lips no more. Gently, he kissed her neck and went down to her chest, she immediately pushed him away and sat on the couch, as she would make him watched her take off her towel reveiling my body in those bikinis. He sat and slowly took off his shirt.. She reached out to her nipples* and squeezed it while her left hand was finding its way into her panties. She bit her lips and slowly moaned while he watched ...He slowly came close buh she pushed him back and made him watch till she came. He then came close took off her panties and pushed hes tongue slowly into her clit and put his tumb into her mouth to suck on ………….not to be continued
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